Have you ever gotten that feeling before? The feeling as though the end is near. Not for me, but for the surrounding people around you? The people that you love. The people that you care about. Everyone that means something to you. But don’t get me wrong I’m not talking about death. I’m talking about losing all the memories you have created. Losing the friends you shared them with. To me, when I chose to share my friendship with someone, I pour my heart, my feelings and soul into our friendship. I want to create good memories. I want my friendships to last! Is that too much to ask for?
And as I grow older, I start to realize that all my friendships growing up, were really the best ones. Not the ones in highschool but, the ones that I had when I was younger. My elementary days and middle school. Nothing back then was materialistic. It was pure friendship. You didn’t have to worry about items or materials.
Unfortunately that’s how it is now. Honestly that’s why I feel as though it’s all superficial. Built on materialist things. Granted I probably make this sound like a lot worse of a problem than it really is, but it means something to me. Especially because of my kind hearted structure. It really hurts me when I give my all to someone, and it gets shoved back into my face. Ultimately that’s what turns people sour. That’s why friendships fade. Humans are selfish. Humans are raw. Humans aren’t perfect.
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